I am an older man, a Christian, but with ADHD, depression, sexual addiction problems…
I have a number of requests, not just for me, and sorry to be so lengthy, but thanks so much for praying!
1. I am involved online with ladies and I am dominating them and having them do wrong things for me, especially sexual things…I HATE myself for what I am doing, but it is an addiction, and I do not know how to stop…PLEASE would you pray about this…my own addiction is very upsetting to me!!!
I could be wrong, but I think that when I do wrong things, it affects those in my care as well…there is a spiritual connection…
For instance, a young man in Cambodia who I completely support has developed a large rash all over his body…he is a Christian and is in Bible school, but has not been able to attend school because of this…
Another lady in Ghana who I support has developed ulcers and may need an operation (which I will have to pay for!)
A third lady in Ghana who I support has had her room broken into, and all her food was stolen…
All these are issues in their own right that I would appreciate prayer for them, but I suspect that the evil one is able to reach out and do these people I support and do them harm because I am doing wrong…I am not being the kind of leader that I should…I do not know that this spiritual connection is a “for sure”, but when I do wrong, they seem to be attacked…
The bottom line is, I would really REALLY appreciate prayer for all these issues, especially about myself…I truly and deeply thank-you!!!
ps…I also am deeply in debt, and have no clue about how to get “back to black”…
also, I REALLY want to do something for the Lord…I am retired and have no purpose in life…I would so much like to do something in missions…
please would you also pray about those things?…thanks!!