God hates me. I was raised in a Christian home by two parents who loved the Lord and were the epitome of good Christians. God decided to allow them to die from cancer. Their grandchildren were robbed of the best grandparents in the world and will not remember them. My life keeps getting worse. My finances are in awful shape. My homeowner’s insurance misled me, leading to a lien being filed on my home. I hate my career. I hate my life. Going to church and getting a Christian education was a waste of my time. Praying is a waste of time. God does not care about me. God just wants me to suffer. Life is pointless. You’re born, God puts you through pain and suffering, then you die. I’m going to end it all soon. The Bible and everything I learned about God in church and in Christian college was all a big lie. God is the worst. I hate God and this awful life.
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