I’ve spent six months in God’s waiting room, separated from my husband, with many unanswered questions, odd happenings and many unknown things swirling about. Those things, including the misbeliefs I have told my self for years have made me realize who is causing the trouble. The enemy. The enemy was after me, had control of me and may or may not have control of my husband now that he has us separated. I pray for reconciliation if it is His will but recognize my husband has free will. Let those around me not see my waiting and my strengthened faith and hope as weakness and denial, but a change in how I respond to trials and the unknown. I wish to no longer borrow trouble by assuming and projecting what I think someone has or has not done, or what they think or do not think. Heal us both and heal our marriage if it according to Your will. It is never Your intention for us to run from problems. You will never lead us from a spouse and you will never lead us to another. But you do give us free will. Help my husband and myself have a clear mind, a kingdom mind and make the right decisions, pleasing in your sight. Amen.
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