I’ve been struggling with drugs all my life now I’m ready to turn everything to god because my own thoughts not working in my favor I just want better and greatness for me so I’ve meet the greatest guy after leaving a 10 year toxic relationship. We both has to come together an get help we’re going through this together we have to be each other mentor because it’s hard for me to trust. I don’t know where to go from here I have changed friends so I can get over this sickness I know it’s a disease an I also know the devil steps in when things start coming together for good. Please someone help me I’m stressing thinking my friend will leave if we don’t get it together. Thank you for letting me express my feelings because I don’t do this I just hold everything inside til I explode. I also started to see a psychologist but only talked to her once keep avoiding her because I just don’t trust. Once again Thank You