I’m a child of God ,Im in a very dark place don’t know how long I can hold on.. I’m a spirit of love who has been deeply wounded by my oldest Son.. I have hate in my heart due to his lies that he speaks about me i have given him a very comfortable and great life to be the man he is and for some odd reason of his own he wishes me ill will .. He is my 1st born and it was just me and him for 14 years, b4 I had other children and I love unconditionally and all my children the same and will do just about anything for them but my oldest son treats me like i did something so wrong to him he has all ways been love never with out, to me i feel like he has this hate love realation ship but most of it is spent trying to hurt me mentally and so far i been able to handle what ever he tries to do to break me down mentally ,but today he sent me a message to tell me I’m dead and he no longer exists to me.. and for the life of me i have been soul searching to try and understand where did i go wrong and what did i do that hurt him that he feels this way about me .. I’m in a very dark place I pray i cry ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ please help I’m on the edge of a cliff with my thoughts.. Broken be on words..
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