I am trying to come totally back all the way to Father God and get out of a relationship I’ve been in for seven years living in temptation and sin. I am not married to him and we live together, have abused each other done drugs and gotten into addiction together and we’re toxic for each other clashing and bickering not seeing eye to eye on many things like enemies. He lied, been to prison and won’t say why, broken my skull, cheated on me, called me filthy names etc and I’m just ready to be done. I do not feel comfortable. I’ve been going back to church. Getting counseling. Going to celebrate recovery meetings. Praying about it trying to as a whole. And I’ve applied for an apartment on my own without him knowing it. I will have help telling him when the time comes. I don’t want sex anymore and I don’t want to do bad things with or without him and I’m not my best person with him. He used to spit in my face and then fall down on the floor and start whining. I ask that you pray for my forgiveness, mercy on my soul, the God would have me, that He would come through for me and approve me for the apartment soon, and that I would grow in Faith and be faithful to my God, and that the wicked one and my live in boyfriend would not destroy me, and that God would give me a good a clean and a pure heart and the victory, in Jesus name. Thanks.