God my father I have a man that I’ve been seeing for 10 years and he is addicted to alcohol and other women as well and he just gets up and leaves and fights and argues all the time and I’ve been dealing with it for 10 years and I feel like I’m dealing with it because I cheated on my husband when I was married with him and I feel like ever since then the relationship is just all downhill I just would like peace and closure also I want to be for gifts for my sins