Healing in Recovery

by Mary Ann ()

Today I am 10 days clean and sober. It is because of a broken heart, loneliness and abuse that I began my relapse after 20 years clean. My heartache was too much to handle. After 23 years of an abusive marriage, it was over. My sobriety, my marriage and a post separation affair, I was vulnerable and fell in love so quickly with a man who only offered his friendship through God to me. I just didn’t see it coming. He had to turn away from me to salvage his walk with God. And I? I broke into tiny pieces and turned to the darkness of drugs. I found my way out of that darkness and enrolled in a recovery program and NA and through NA renewed my heart and spirit in God. Now I ask humbly for prayer to heal my brokenness and to help me to find a resource for rent as I have failed to pay my monthly obligation and may be evicted tomorrow April 25. Please pray that a resource comes through and I don’t get evicted. I know it says in Matt 6 not to be anxious about what I will eat and where I will live, but my heart and strength, to overcome these obstacles, is weak and only God can restore me. Thank you.

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