Recently my roommate moved his old girlfriend in to the house. I like her fine, but she has a very unusual personality. I was told not to talk to her. This is very hard on me. I Recently had a bad accident. I now have brain damage. And this situation isn’t helping. I was told that in a year’s time they would move. My name wasn’t mentioned. I have no where to go. My Mom died in 2016. I was her caretaker for 13 years before she had to go to a nursing home. I was there everyday with her. I didn’t want her to be alone. In that time I lost contact with my friends. Right now my kidneys are failing . I have no money, no car, no friends. I know you don’t want to hear this but suicide is getting the best of me. I have been a Christian all my life. Pray all day long, every day. My religion is Russian Orthodox. I’m so confused I don’t know what to do. You are the first and only people I will tell this to. My family is not local. And I won’t be a burden on anyone. Please pray for me. I ask Lord Jesus and Father God for help . I just don’t know what will happen to me. Thank you for listening . I also have no one to talk to. I’m 71 years old. Please pray for me. I read your prayers all the time. Right now I’m tired of being on this world. I don’t know my purpose. But I know Father God and Lord Jesus does. In Christ’s holy name Amen
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