I would like to ask you to pray for me to know if my ex-boyfriend is the right one for me. We broke up because of my selfish reasons, and I am really very devastated ever since. I know that it was my fault because I became abusive in the relationship by taking his kindness for granted. Now, I am having all these signs that I could not possibly figure out. I feel like there is a force that is pushing us to be closer to one another.
I was very surprised to know that my latest project was located near his place. I really am having a hard time dealing with this premise. I need my job, and I cannot be reassigned to a different project because this was solely assigned to me. I am very much confused and scared all at the same time.
I don’t know how to deal with this situation. I recently also found out that he is dating someone new already. It really hurts me but I have no plans on sabotaging his happiness. But I have to meet up with him and his parents sooner or later because we are family friends and we have had a few things prepared for us when we were together.
We have to meet up because we have to dissolve our mobile phone lines and other accounts. But I cannot seem to face him. I am scared to see him. I feel like I will dodge a bullet if I see the one person who I wanted to make things right with be with the new love of his life.
This has prolonged the processing of the papers. Please help me. Please pray for me. I really am feeling confused. I honestly cannot put into words what I want to really ask you to pray for. I am sorry. Please pray for me. Please pray that I will have a clear mind on this issue and finally face it. If we are not meant to be, then let God’s will be done. I will accept this, and allow the one person that I love so much to be happy.