I’m at a cross roads. I don’t know whether to leave my husband and start over or too give him a chance to earn me back through right actions. I’m so tired of the same anger driven relationship and what it does to me emotionally and I know I deserve better but at the same time I know he’s broken since I lift and all he wants to do is make it right and get me and my daughter home. I’m numb at this point and I’m so scared to make a wrong turn I’m tired of hating myself because I’m in a relationship with someone that makes me feel like I’m going down the wrong path because they don’t treat me the way that God has commanded. I’m tired of feeling like I’m doing everything wrong in Munich life when all I want is to do this right. I’m broken at the end of
Myself and I know God’s there but I feel so abandoned right now.