Ive been battling this addiction for quite sometime now. I need prayer for courage and strength. When im without more than 12 hours i can not withstand the withdraws so i take one. Then here we go again not ever wanting to go through withdraw. I feel like im failing the Lord every day and im very ashamed. Im a christain and i do know we all fall short of the glory of God. So please pray with me today. For courage wisdom and strength. I know the Lord is pulling me out of this. For the battle has already been won! Thank you all for your prayers. Im not giving up. Ever! I love you all my brothers and sisters. Thank you so much!