I lost my daughter three weeks ago when I went in for my routine ob pregnancy appointment. I was 27 weeks pregnant and they found no heartbeat at that appointment when they did my ultrasound they said she was measuring only 22 weeks. They made me go home and wait until the next night knowing she passed for me to be induced. She was due May 21st and was my fourth born and a second daughter who I wished and prayed for. I never went through a stillbirth and the pain I felt leaving the hospital without my daughter is the pain no mom or dad should feel. We plan on trying again next month for a healthy baby and ask God to bless us again but this time that I can carry my next child full term with no problems. My husband and I can’t believe this happen to us. We prayed over this baby and put blessed oil on my belly every day. Since we have no family in the state we live in it’s been hard dealing with this without my mom who never came to visit us during this hard time. I am so hurt I feel alone, I cry every day and I don’t eat as I should. Waiting for my blood test to come back to see if we can have a new healthy pregnancy is the goal but I have to wait until April 21st to see a high-risk specialist. I pray we can get answers now and God can heal our hearts. Waiting for our baby girl’s ashes from the funeral home is breaking my heart. I was so close to having her and we don’t have answers on why this happened to me after three healthy pregancies. Please pray for me and my family as we are broken and lost. Thanks- Stephanie
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