The mother of my soon to be born child doesn’t seem to love me. Treats me like a spare. I want to be a part of my child’s life but don’t want to be in a relationship without real love. Feel the time for these to happen has run out. I feel sad because of that and feel my life has little hope. I also have big financial and legal problems because a lawyer I hired didn’t do anything on a case and now I could be facing jail. I feel I’m a good person but feel these things that happen to me are because I’m not. All I want is to have a positive impact In The world. Be present o. The life of my kids and be able to come out of this cycle whee I don’t advance. I feel sad and disheartened and ask god for a sign of hope to carry on. To please show me the way forward with baby momma. Please don’t forget me and please guide me with love as your child