Praying to be totally obiediant in trials and tribulations along with knowing the consequences and going through a lot of feelings that could be from valid accusations of others storms of the past need closure all this time I thought I’d been forgiven after being reborn in total submission in 1997 again in 2005 a year alone with the lord and sisters staff in total submission again on bended knees in need of prayers going thru it and never in deniel of his true words and doctrine