Husband lost his job for the third time in seven years, so our health insurance is gone as well, four children twins just went to college oldest seems to have stopped caring about himself physically and spiritually. He works and pays his bills and helps when prompted but seems to be negative towards a lot and very defensive (husband too) youngest sweet but had a huge problem with focusing and doing what he needs to do versus what he shouldn’t. Smart but struggles with doing his homework and turning it in on time as well as studying. Daughter (twin) acts very selfish, suffers from severe depression and anxiety. She struggles with communicating with her true feelings. Twin boy was bullied for such a long time and now it’s very negative, short tempered. Seems to always be in drama one way or another. I’m menopausal, I have bone spurs and cists on my hips. I’m bone on bone in both hips, was approved for surgery but lost insurance. I’ve been blessed with an office job for almost three years, come Dec 14th, making the most money I’ve ever made in my life(thus far) and I’m constantly hated on, ridiculed, talked about, lied on, lied to, persecuted even by managers. I’ve struggled with this since I was little and I want to overcome but I often times struggle. I’m constantly worried about finances and I know GOD is my provider… It seems like I have more faith for others then myself. I want a house and to be completely debt free, our household really struggles with laziness and procrastination and we’re all over weight severally. Dad passed in 2004 Mom in 2019 no more grandparents either, older sister passed in 2000. I have an older brother, younger brother and sister but outside of texting here and there. Husband and I have have high blood pressure as well as oldest, I have gerd, bursitis and arthritis, heart murmur and feel like forget a lot. Husband had a bad back and had a lump in his chest not to mention has arthritis throughout his body. Fear has a hold on me…
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