three failed marriages probably my fault

by Shirley (Ankeny, Iowa, USA)

I have made many mistakes in my life, three failed marriages probably my fault. But I’m blessed with two wonderful grown daughters a d about to be a Grandma for the first time

How do I stop making the same mistake? Start living the life the Lord wants me to lead/live? I’m going to start going to a church that was recommended to me
Please pray that I have the strength to change and trust the Lord with my life and
give it up to him !?