There has been a period of many years that I have had little trust in you, or have considered you a part of my every day life. I am ashamed that only now, I recall your endless love for your children, who seek to share their worries and gratitude with you. Silently, and on my own terms, I am slowly coming to accept what a major factor you are in my life, and what I can accomplish in your gentle hands. I am so very grateful for what I have, though many may say I have little. I need little to live, want little to be happy.
I have now been attending undergraduate school for a few years, and am trying to establish a long term job placement near where I live. These both will be very hard to balance. But, as I have mentioned before, I am gradually encouraging myself to trust in your decisions over my destiny. I am so grateful for the opportunities that I have been given. May a thread of your endless strength take hold of me, to help guide me along this path. And may my love for you grow ever larger with every step I take. Amen.