The God I love ignores me

by Flossy ()

When is suicide ok? I waited 20 years in agony with depression and no relief and now an addiction. Its crushing me to be ignored and rejected when I cry out nightly. I have never known God to be merciful. I’m at the point I almost have no choice. I have to take my own life because it hurts too much to stay here and have Him reject me daily. He never intended me to go to heaven, I practically live in hell anyway. I wish He loved me. I tried so hard but He never cared. He never even comforted me. I don’t know how He’s good. I never felt Him good to me. He could save me if He felt like it but I see how He feels about me. If He hasn’t forgotten me completely, He doesn’t care to help me.

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