God after 5 years of being under employed I struggle with my faith. I thank you God for giving me an opportunity to spend time with my children. I thank you for providing for our family’s needs even with my lower income, you have always kept us safe and with food to eat.
You have given me a desire to do something, God and I am unclear about the path you want me to take. Please order the steps I take each day as I want to be on the path you have laid out for me.
Forgive me for doubting your word and your truth. Forgive me for being impatient and thinking my plan is better than yours. I really want to work (or so I think) but if you have another plan for me, help me to be grateful for whatever it is you want me to do. I want to live my life for you.