Hello God, Im sorry I haven’t come to write to you sooner but you know I’ve been praying daily and I carry you with me everyday. I want to start by saying that I’m grateful for your help during this time that I have remained strong and positive despite my occasional heartbreak and crying I know it’s been up and down but I’m grateful for the people that surround me and are there for me. I thank you for my family and friends that keep me busy. I thank you for my job although it’s been rocky lately and I’m not sure what’s going to happen I know you have a plan for me and will put it in my way to either go to Brooklyn with them or find a new job I know my fate is in your hands. I know it has been close to 2 months since I have seen him and although it’s gotten better I still love him and miss everyday of my life…i miss his family I miss our home I miss his face although the last few years were hard I always thought we can get past anything because I always had hope that we would end up together raising a family and building a happy home but I know he didn’t want those things and I just want him to be happy with whatever he is doing now and if he is with someone I hope he is happy with her I hope he is eating well and taking care of himself. Tell him I forgive him that I love him so much that I’m not angry that all I ever wanted was for him to be happy.Give him a hug and a kiss from me that my soul searches for him still but I will continue to keep my distance so he can be ok and be the great man I know he can be with someone else. I love you Isac I hope all your dreams are coming true I pray for your life to full of joy and for god to protect you.Te amo siempre. Thank you for listening to my prayers god I love you.In the name of the son father and holy spirit. AMEN