I am out of words . I am emotionally challenged with a decision made by my husband of 20 years to say he is ok without my love . I have been threatened and thrown away . I am suffering because I invested my love and loyalty and raised a wonderful loving child in the presence of his emotional abuse and threats for 16 years . I have finally had to make a decision after much brokenness and my daughter suggested we leave . I begged him and pleaded that he leave, so we could stay in our family home in peace.. he refused to leave and continued the ridicule and emotional torture in this family. I have finally made the hardest decision to leave and I have been planning the love for months now . Tomorrow is moving day, I have hired movers to move my daughter and I to a small apartment. He is unfazed and unemotional and even seems happy and rude like he “ won” the battle and pushed me away . I am so sad and disappointed and disgusted with the whole situation and the way he has no empathy towards this or emotions. He is a very black hearted soul and a narcissist. I feel awful!!! I have been crying for hours this is so hard on my heart and soul but I know what is best for my daughter and I so I am proceeding. Please pray for my bitterness and anger and anxiety and deepest grief. Thank you