A how are you all? Well -I hope for prayers. I’m trying develop a relationship with someone I’d whish to persue in. The difficulty I face now aging, I’m finding I’ve been growing up with paranoid schizoprena. Which makes it not easy for me to see what’s real in the lady I’d wish to court. Maybe it has to do with trust.(?) Every time I try -they don’t want to go out with me. Maybe cause they don’t really know me or trust me too. Then eventually they movie faraway or end up engaged or married. It always ends up in losses which I don’t really embrace or accept -but what can I do(?). It’s just not given to me by god or for what ever nature as to why that is. So please pray for me. Thank you!