Spiritual Help

Please pray for my children to return to their faith. They no longer practice their faith or believe. My youngest son just told me tonight he no longer believes in God. I have failed God; I have failed my children. I kneel before God completely broken. I do not want to live, and sit awake fighting the urge to end my life. Please pray for healing in mind, body and soul for my children, kmf, ktja, kjwp. Please pray for me for the graces God wants me to have. I can’t live knowing my children don’t believe in God. Dear Jesus, I need 3 miracles, one for each of my children. I have always believed if you say to the mountain, move, it will, if you believe. There are 3 mountains needing to be moved. Jesus, I trust in you.