Am 52 and in dire need of any help and if prayer will be the answer, so be it. I have prayed and fasted and tried to live morally all I know, nothing has happened. Am beautiful, intelligent and all that but simply not making any headway in relationships or work. Of late suicide just keeps beckoning to me. There have been some attempts severally growing up. Am at my wits end being a single mum with an autistic son of 23, with no emotional or financial help.
People go like “oh how come you never talked to anyone”? No one really cares, after they have their own problems.
It’s now difficult for me to even pray because I feel either God does not consider us His own or whatever. Thanks for reading this.