I have made many mistakes in my 2 year relationship, 10 month marriage with my husband. I decided to leave. During this separation I have tried to work on my self esteem and need to be a better wife. I have had a couple of conversations with my husband and although he forgives me, he said he is not ready for me to come back home. He is accessing his hurt and mental state in this relationship. I am praying that God binds us back together. We are both believers, but this stage gets hard to show patience and kindness in the waiting. I also am hurting and feel like I have failed God as a woman and wife. I live with the despair of failure and low self-esteem. I feel that I am nothing to anyone and sometimes wonder why God continues to wake me up in the morning. I feel worthless and not myself.
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