Please pray that God will give me a fresh anointing of self control. I have a terrible issue that I’ve been trying to control since I was 15. After 36 years, I need to be healed. I can’t stop my behavior. I was saved in 2010 and God took away all my vices but this one continued. I feel guilty and I know I’m not honoring God with my body. I know I’m saved but I want my life to have a purpose. Right now, my existence is work and then I go home to fill the hunger in my heart. Most girls get over these behaviors but after 36 years, mine is worse than ever. My doctor said that he’s never scene a patient like me and if I do t stop in going to die. I’m 51 and I don’t want to cause my own death. Another issue that goes along with this behavior is secrecy. This disorder isolates me terribly. I’m one person out in public or when I’m with friends but they have no idea who I really am. If ever my secret got out I would be mortified. Further this disorder takes up most of my time. Your prayers are desperately needed. Thank you and may God bless you abundantly.
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