I have made so many huge mistakes and this time I finally drove him away. I cannot explain how sorry I am and how painful this is. He is the love of my life. Please God, please change his heart, restore the love he had for me, and lead him back home to me and our daughter.
I promise to you God and to him that I will never hurt him or betray his trust. I have allowed my mental health issues to interfere with my life and the worst is happening now because of it. this hurts so bad. I am sorry I hurt him. Please God, please help me. In Jesus name, amen