Restoration and forgiveness

Dear Lord. Please heal my relationship with my ex. I have messed up and acted in a horrible way – and he left. Now he does not even want to talk to me! Please heal the wounds that I have made, Lord. Please bless him, and our relationship. Please open his heart and soul, Lord. Please remove the wall in front of him. Please let him see who I really am – and remove all the “bad stuff” that keeps him from seeing that, Lord. Please remove all obstacles (doubts, fear etc). keeping him from giving me a second chance, Lord. Please reconcile us. Bless him, Lord.