We are so wounded. Need a Miracle from God to restore our marriage. We aren’t intimate, we don’t talk, we don’t pray together anymore, we sleep in separate rooms, we live like room mates. Just going through the emotions. We’ve done counseling with various counselors. We are ready to retire in about 1.5 yrs. It’s scary because we don’t get along now. Can’t imagine being with each other in retirement. I never know when he is going to blow up and start yelling at me. I don’t feel safe emotionally mentally. I walk on eggshells in fear. He’s a good man doesn’t see is anger problem. Gets offended by slightest words. He refuses to deal with root issues. I need help to restore the brokenness caused by abuse. I don’t pray and worship like I used to. I have lost hope! Hope deferred makes heart sick. I need my relationship with Jesus to be number one again.
I haven’t laughed in years, I don’t have any desire to do anything, go anywhere. I am depressed. Recently had a surgery procedure went completely wrong. I am devastated.
I am lifeless. Thank you for your prayers
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