Dear Lord, I am praying that you will bring healing and restoration in my life. I am in pain, agony and despair, I have lost my joy and hope for my future. After 25 years of honoring the covenant of my marriage, being faithful to my husband, praying for him, showing him mercy and forgiveness over and over for his many indiscretions and adulterous affairs, I am lost and broken. He has left me and our children to be with another woman. I am stuck in darkness and I am tormented in my thoughts daily. The spirit of depression and hopelessness has taken over my life. Lord please show me how I can go on living, how I can survive this heartache. I am desperate for your help. I want to be restored. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.