Father I come to you as humbly as I know to ask for your direction I was fired from a job that I know you made possible for me and I lost a personal relationship which I believe you also provided me. I am beginning to question what I am doing that is wrong. Lord I know that I am not the smartest or nowhere near beautiful but I do try to be hard working and I am honest. I want to accept your will and stop crying and feeling so badly. I want to embrace joy and happiness again – find and keep a job and just be normal. I feel so broken!