Marrying for wrong reasons of lack and knowing there is something unequaled I have never had a support system and struggled I look bk at tapes of the children I see pain aloneness I got sick I felt I had no choice to keep making the best my husband being disconnected and now 25 yrs I’m stuck and cannot financially be free from sadness and regret and know I can’t mend past but somehow healing for my children evven God changing our hearts toward eachother an impossible task for me I question was truly there everything I did was flawed yet I thought I was seeking God but doing that my way I have always floundered I don’t want this and I regret I have damaged my kids they both refuse God my husband says but refuses to seek God he does life as it gets harder himself im down I regret and unworthy for forgiveness i tend to jump without waiting on God I need peace and define my calling now son-31 daughter 21 I’m 64 always wanted a big family I never achieved and never had my own family support black sheep thank u God bless u
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