I am struggling with anxiety regarding my family being whole again. I have a son out of wedlock but am still in love with his father despite us being separated before our son’s birth. His father is stuck in his ways of infidelity and lying. He is involved in our son’s life but comes and goes saying he wants to have his family back. Once he knows I will take him back or am willing to work on us, he strays and says he isn’t ready for marriage. He needs help and prayers to guide him. I want my son to have a good life with his father and me, together. I feel like God is telling me to be patient because he hasn’t changed yet. I feel so lost and alone because I don’t want to raise my son alone or with anyone else.
by MM (Austin TX)