Afraid/Hopeless
by Jazmine ()
I am doubting God faithfulness, love, and care for me. I have bipolar disorder and during a manic episode I ended up halfway across the country and married a man I did not know. I have cried and prayed and asked God to help me because I don’t know what to do. I have asked him to heal my mind and heart and help me to believe and trust in him but nothing I do works. I am so angry and resentful toward God because I feel like he is not going to help me and he doesn’t care about me. All I want is to trust God and to serve him in this life. But I don’t even know why I am here I feel like a lost little girl with all these issues and no God to help me. I am afraid of going to hell every single day because I have lost my trust in Christ. Please please pray for me. I am damaged, distressed, depressed and afraid to live.
Hello, I will copy and paste this and pray for you from now on. My name is Cathy Kubeck. My email is [email protected] Many people in seminary with me are also sufferers of this. We have University prayer team. May I add you to the list? if so get back to me okay. Stay safe Cathy
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