Conflict with the only man I have ever had a real relationship with. He is allowing his work to come between us and his heart has hardened against me. My words do not come out as softly and sweetly as I know God wants them to be.
I have tried, communicated, lost countless nights of sleep and cried over our falling out. Want to rekindle what was once there and build the relationship God intends. I do not want to argue, and try my best not to.
Asking God to remove all turmoil and conflict between us and anyone else who might be in the midst stirring things up unseen. I want to be a woman who can console and comfort him and all the while not be downtrodden and taken for granted.