Prayer to save me

Dear Lord,

due to many things happening in my life i have lost my way to follow your word i am lost without your guidance i don’t know what to do, i have thoughts of quitting when you are giving me a new day everyday to continue , i fight to keep strong i feel down and i pray but sometimes i give up again and i don’t want this to continue i want to breath without double thinking should i continue or just give up . my strength my faith my everything is coming to an end and i want to continue i want to be something i want to succeeded in life i want to laugh like before, please lord i ask you to help me to guide me to open my doors to change my thinking to save me from harm …
i don’t know how much more i can fight my thoughts..

please save me lord