I have suffered from abuse, sorrow, depression, pain, sickness, used and taken advantage of by people I care for and trust for many years, it ruined my life. I have lost everything. The meaning of living, I became worthless. Depression took over me, I cannot go on with daily activities for many years now.
Each moment and night I have thoughts of suicide because I can’t bear the pain anymore. Lord Jesus, you are a just God, search my honesty and my deeds, do I deserve this? For my life to be rubbed from me, for my happiness be taken away. For someone to destroy me, I am human like them, why do they enjoy to persecute me?
There’s no gain in my death so bring me Justice, for all they think is wickedness towards me and they pay me with evil for my kindness. Please Lord, you know how much pain I am going through, I pled for your mercy upon me. Amen!!