I don’t know why, but I can’t seem to be able to be close to anyone. My girlfriend Elaine loves me deeply, but I find it so hard to love her or anyone in a way that would give God Honor & Glory. I was bullied in my youth and that may have a lot to do with it.
I seem to keep others at a distance as I don’t want to get hurt again. Please pray that God will help me overcome this depressing problem. I don’t know what it’s really like to love someone.