i have recently been diagnosed with this and i was not over promiscuous but i understand this was a sign to completely change my ways. i wanted a family and i dont want to infect anyone else with this. it hasnt been that long but i am deeply depressed and i dont know what to do.
i feel so alone. i understand that God can cure all things but i understand that i had to release all the negative things in my soul and heart and let pride go. i understand people have more serious and life threating diseases but i just dont know what to do as this is deemed be incurable. i have so much love for God and for me to come back and have a relationship with him is the only thing getting me through now.
i just pray that he will heal me so i can have the strength to support and help people around me whether i know them or not as everyone has problems. if god were heal to heal i would be thankful and try and fulfil my purpose in life. i will still try and do this but i feel so helpless hope God hears me cry everyday even though i keep this to myself. i hope anyone going through anything can find a resolution and peace and i pray that God hears everyones prayers.