Prayer to help him forgive me & to not leave me because we both love each other

by KP (California)

I don’t even know where to begin but pretty much the love of my life and had been together for almost 4 years but things became more serious about 5 months ago.

4 months ago I became pregnant and we were both really happy and shocked but unfortunately I told him I couldn’t keep it for really personal reasons and of course he wasn’t very happy bc he wanted me to keep it.

but for my very personal reasons I told him we couldn’t and he was upset but he stood by my side through it and we cried together. Now about a week ago he told me he doesn’t want to be with me bc he can’t forget what I did and that I killed his baby. I reminded him of why I did it and he still didn’t care and now he blames me.

He said he still loves me but ever since the day of the abortion he said everything changed. He won’t even talk to me and I am so depressed bc I love him more than anything and I don’t want to lose him. Pls help me. At this point I’m willing to do what it takes. Of course I regret my abortion bc that’s really what I didn’t want to do but bc of my very serious personal reasons I had no choice.

I was scared for my life due to my reasons. How do I win him back? I have begged him to forgive me and that we can still have more kids in the future but all he says is that he doesn’t want any… Not now!!! 🙁 what kind of prayers can help?