Almighty God…with your power may you please grant me peace. Help me heal this broken heart and please, Lord, please despite everything let Ryan be honest with me. I know the truth is going to crush me, but with your love may I be strong enough and wise enough to listen to you and follow my heart.
He is my true love Lord, please help us. I do not want to lose him Lord, I love him so much. I fear his inner demon is brought out by alcohol and he continues to betray me. I can’t take this pain, Lord, but I love him, I can’t help it. Please help him stop drinking or help me stop loving him.
I can’t have him in my life if he continues to drink. It is not healthy for me Lord, even though I want him to be mine forever. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.