Prayer to Heal My Illness

Please pray that the man that didn’t tell me he had herpes isn’t out there purposely infecting other women. I also want to be cured of this nasty virus. I have never been in this much pain in my life. I’ve been in so much pain that I’ve asked God to let me die. I feel stupid because I’ve been careful all my life & ended up with this. I try to keep faith, but it doesn’t seem like I will be cured anytime soon. I asked for forgiveness, but I honestly believe that God won’t cure me because he’s upset with me. I had signs that something about this man wasn’t right, but I continued to keep in associate with him. I’m so angry at him and the situation that I’m in. I try to forgive him, but its hard. He ruined my life. I’m asking that you pray away my anger, depression, pain, and most of all. Pray that I am healed.