Dear God please heal my heart. I am in shock at the pain that has fallen on me and my children because of one mans lies and infidelity. I don’t understand how someone can be so cruel to other human beings, especially children. Please help us all find forgiveness. Please help me to forgive myself for not seeing the lies, theft…for not gaurding my family. Fill my heart with your love, grace, & mercy, so that this pain has no room in my heart & life. Please take this longing to be loved out of my heart so that I may better see the person you have chosen & not what I choose.