I’ve been trying and trying and though my thoughts have been unholy I keep all my faith in you God. I don’t doubt your love for me and I don’t question your path for me. I cry out now lord that you bless me with a baby of my own. You know the love in my heart and the pain I feel when every month turns out to not be my month. I will remain humble and try with all my might to remain positive. Please keep me strong through this trying time.