Please let me get back with Damien.
We have had a whirlwind romance and after spending a week with him, we had a huge fight because I definitely was not treating him right. It was like I was possessed by someone else and this other person was mean and horrible to him and he didn’t deserve my bad behaviour at all.
On the trip, I committed so many mistakes. I fought a lot with him, said bad words to him, and behaved rudely, all over petty stuff. I distrusted him only because I was possessive of him, I got jealous even if he spoke to some other girl. Which I know was completely wrong because he is that kind of person who just likes to make friends be it a boy or girl. Whenever anything bad happened I said bad words to him and made various allegations about him, I said vile words which I know shouldn’t have entered my mind even.
I hurt him a lot, but it was never intentional. I love him immensely and unconditionally. Please Lord, renew and strengthen the love in his heart for me, so that he comes back to me for always without any hard feelings. Reunite us so we can always be together and enter into the holy bond of marriage soon.
Please give me ONE chance and I will keep my ego aside and love him even more.
I will be nice to him and respect him for the many good qualities he possesses. May he love me truly this time and not just be infatuated or something. I really want him back in my life. My condition is so bad that I can do nothing but pray for the recovery of my situation. I want my sweetheart back.
Please take away the jealousy, malice and hatred I feel for his baby mother and please help me deal with/get rid of all the negative feelings that I have that would affect us.
Please God, give me just ONE LAST CHANCE and I will prove to you and myself that I can change myself for the better.
In Jesus name, I pray, Amen.