I am sorry for all the bad things that I have done in my past. I am deeply sorry if I feel hurt, frustrated, impatient and unfair. I hope that you understand my situation. It is not that I don’t trust you and your plans for us. I just really want to have a baby to take care. I am sorry if my faith doesn’t show off in times like this. I am sorry that I don’t give my all trust to you. Please GOd, continue to bless me with patience and help me always to realize that Good things come to those who wait. I give back all the glory and honor to you God. I will forever praise and love you in every trials that I may face.