Dear Heavenly Father,
Help me to overcome my emotional issues and struggles with relationships.
As my friendship with J continues, help me to put in check the yearning I have to move our relationship to a place where damage and hurt will surely come forth.
As I fight feelings of jealousy and frustration help me to find a calm and peace and to develop unconditional love and support for my friend.
May our friendship continue to flourish but in the knowledge that it has your blessing and guidance. Bring me and J to places you want us to be and to keep her safe and surrounded with love even though she may not know you as her God.
I ask these things in the name of Lord Jesus.