Dear Lord I love you with all my heart. Maybe it’s not enough coz I love him so much too. I have realized I put him before all else including you. I ask you my Father in heaven to look kindly on me that I accept he is not around here anymore. I promise Lord that my love for another human will never take precedence over you ever again.
Please heal my heart so I grow stronger in my faith. I surrender all I am to you my father. There is no pride or ego left, just a girl who needs her Fathers loving hand to hold her close forever.
Thank you Lord I love you.