Dear God, I want to thank you this day that I got to spend with my family and remembering my grandmother on her birthday I know she is in heaven next to you smiling down on us. I miss her but I know she is in a better place. I have so much to be thankful for..my family,my friends,my health,my job, my home and so many other things.Im grateful for this heart of mine that although its broken it still beats and it stills loves Isac with every beat. I know I’m hurting inside and I pray that I continue to move on with my life but you know who is in my heart,mind and spirit.I carry him in my soul and I don’t think this love will ever go away. I just have to learn to live and love him from afar. Sometimes the pain is unbearable but you give me strength everyday to continue living and being grateful and happy for all the people in my life.I pray that I continue to heal and have patience because I know better things are coming and I trust in your love for me. Diosito please tell him that I miss him with every cell in my body and that my heart aches for him that i love him no matter what and although it hurts to see him moving on with his life I want him to be happy and healthy. I hope I can see him in my dreams and I can hold him in my arms while I sleep.Please protect him for me ok.Also please take extra care of my parents my mom I really hope her ultrasound come back clean 🙏🙏I miss my family in Florida too all the time. Only you know my future and what lies ahead. You know my hopes and dreams and I’m not going to lie I still wish it was me and him at the end but I trust you will give me the right to love and that loves me back…thank you for everything and please help me gain motivation to work out and lose weight.please help me. In you I trust .I love you God. AMEN